Sometimes when people who are close to you ask you a question or make some statement, even though you know they have good intentions in mind, the statements/questions sometimes flashes reality to you. And at times reality is not too great, and kind of hits you In the face, making you slightly irritated. I just collected some such questions and statements, and my after thoughts on them.
Stop talking about work…sorry guys that’s what I have got going right now, pretty much everything else is conventionally boring.
What you doing home on Friday night…unfortunately I do not have anybody to go out with, nor do I gel well amongst a unknown group of people, not enough time and skills to make new acquaintances. So you will find me at home, on Friday evening watching TV or reading a book, or finishing something for work
Whats your weekend plan?. well most of my weekend plans go to do with some writing I do for my blog, having hours of sleep to catch up on, watching an odd movie on my pc. So that’s pretty much it, I end up going out if my cousins drop in taking me out.
You worry too much.. I do agree with you on this, but somehow I am not seeing a way out, I guess I am too weak to fight this drawback of mine, or may be its time I thought about this seriously
You Think too much..yep I agree, sometimes take pride too in this fact, but nowadays I seem to have lost the big picture, whats the use? I am beginning to question myself, but sometimes I guess I am fascinated way too much on the image of living a beautiful thought
You think you are lonely..I don’t know if I should say yes or no to this, the fact is really I do not know, may be I am lonely may be I am not, may be I mistake that to being alone but not lonely.
So has the life gone forward?, what next?…someone asked me this recently, and I couldn’t help but notice how stagnant my life has become, one of the profound questions I have been asked recently, even though I knew in what context this was put, all I could do was think about it.